Hello There...

Whats going??

Haven't blogged in forever, been doing a lot things and clearing my head all at the same time. Winter break was poppin' but I'm use relaxin' as a better word. For the most part I just needed a break from classes and the craziness that college brings as a whole (Taking 18 credits is exhausting.) So I'm coolin' it with 12 credits for the spring semester. But over break I learned how to cook some more! Please believe I am a KILLER when it comes to making fried chicken, Lol, tryna learn BBQ Ribs next. Cooking takes a whole lotta time, energy and PASSION (I really still don't know how my mother does it every night). But when it's all finished and you can just stare at it like "I made that!" Its all worth it.

My Masterpiece

On another note, I cut my hair.

I needed a change something new and totally left field so I cut it. But it wasn't just like I woke up one morning ran to the nearest barbershop and just chopped it off. HELL NO!!!! This has been a well thought out plan since last year. I've been growing my hair since 8th grade and now I'm a junior in college so like I said before I needed a change. I got tired of going home every two weeks to get my hair braided and a shape-up, just to do it again two weeks later.

So the plan was wait till winter break and try twist just too see if I would have the patience to get dreads and if not I'm cuttin it into a low fro so I can just put gel in it which curls my hair. So half way into winter break I tried those twist and HATE EM. I felt as tho I looked like Lil Wayne when he had just started growing his hair. it wasn't a good look at all, but at least I could say I tried it. To me thats the most important thing in Life, being able to try new things and live it to the fullest.

But yea so I hated my twist, I took them out same week I got them then went to the barbershop and got my hair cut down. To be honest its a whole lot more refreshing and simple.

Thank God for Change.

Winter Cuffin' Music

Music that just makes you wanna cuddle,
wouldn't you agree?



Alicia Keys "If I Ain't Got You"



Usher ft Alicia Keys "My Boo"



Young Gunz "No Better Love"
((My Fav)

Ralph Lauren Olympics Collection

Dope

Happy New Year

To be Honest I dont even remember half of the things that happened in my life this year, I've been so busy that everything just felt like a breeze. But with a New Year, comes new cheer, new loves, new pains, as I grow I learn, lessons that will forever stay in my brain

For 2010...

Let the Story Begin.

The Lost Stanzas: Part 2

Shouldn't have treated me like them boys from your past,
I could've been the man of your Future.
But Your Blind like a bat.
So I'm OFF THAT , and ON TO THE NEXT ONE
You had the Best One, But now I'm waiting at the Bus Stop
Gucci told me 15 minutes...

A Page from my Black Book: Deep Love

A Deep Love comes from saying I forgive and I forget, never to bring up old regrets, at the spark of a new threat. Yet, I live and I learn. I move and I groove. I choose to want you for you and only you, mind, body and soul. From your presence to your essence, its essential, that we cry together, lie together, ride together, just so that we can fly high together. A deep love comes from knowing the unknown, but being quiet and using actions to rewrite the wrongs. A deep love...run deep like the water beyond my own bloodline. A deep love is in actuality as deep as you make it. It can run skin deep.. to where you find yourself lusting for the physical....Or it can run so deep that I’m looking into your eyes and pass your ass but into your mass to where your molecules lay... So deep. so deep, that I know what... makes you moan, makes you groan, what tickles your feet, what makes you cold and how to warm you up, and what makes you crack that smile that I, love so much....A deep love, a sweet love....A I just wanna hug or maybe even a wet your pants in your sleep, love. A love that runs deeper than your split even when I hit kinda love. Now that’s that sh*t!... kinda love. ....Being that its you that I want the most, Love.... To this deep love,... is what I toast...Love.

Everyday a Star is Born, Today is When I was..

Today REALLY should be a national holiday!

"Its Ma party so Imma do what I want to.."
Well I didn't have a party but I hit the mall and copped everything I wanted too (laughing out loud)

November 21st is the day I arrived on this lovely planet and I don't plan on leaving anytime soon. 20 going 50 is what I'd like to call it just because i don't consider myself grown but usually my mind is on a higher level than most of my peers.

But any who it really doesn't take much to please me, so today was a very interesting day.
As usually every year my Momz (who I love o so dearly) either wakes me up or runs and hugs me right when I'm still half asleep. (In my mind I'm honestly like where the presents and the food at? lol) But then she usually starts crying cuz she remembers the 9 months carrying me in her stomach which always ends in a Hug...

-Then Cartoons (Its Saturday why not ?)
-Breakfast (Real Food, NOT them watery eggs at Kean SmH)

-Then the mall (The best way I could describe that was "Throw it in the Bag") Dinner with the Fam (My Uncle will forever be Crazy) at a Southern Restaurant in New Brunswick (Dope Spot to go on Date... Any Takers???)

But every year something always happens good or bad. This year my Dad actually called me.....THAT WAS A SHOCKER!.. cuz usually he doesn't...BUT I've forgiven for all the he's done and moved past that. (Thats a story for another day) What can i say, at the end of the day,...I love him, even if he can't be there like a real man should.

It is very safe to say the apple as fallin VERY VERY far from the Tree.

But to God be the glory for making this far, with friends and family that love me!!!!
SHOUTS OUT TO:
Everybody that called me, texted me, aimed me, and hit me on facebook.
Special Thanks to JAZZY a.k.a Miss No Butt for your blog. You the Best. That meant a lot.

Its type late though...
got church in the morning, a shape-up to get, 'throw it in the bag remix (shoppin part 2) and a dance competition to got to at night.


From My Heart with Love
Goodnyte to all